Όλα τα μυστικά στη φόρα… Ο «εγκλωβισμός» που ένιωθε η Καρολάιν στη σχέση της με τον πιλότο βγήκε στο φως μέσα από το ημερολόγιό της.
Quarrels, pressure, The young girl's secret thoughts were revealed through her diary notes and "showed" to the police that the image of the happy couple presented by the 32-year-old pilot was a "showcase"..
As stated in the police transfer note, the unfortunate girl kept an encrypted diary and used to write about her relationship with the pilot, before they even have a baby.
However, the descriptions of the girl, as legal circles point out, can in no way justify her husband's heinous crime and her tragic end.
At 15 November 2019 Caroline describes in her diary her longing to have a child; but then everything changed! Read on:
"I am 18 years old and I want to try to have a baby! I have not told Babi yet. Because today we had a fight and I told him to hurt him that sometimes I think it does not matter that we lost our baby because I do not need to see his family. I regretted it the moment I said it. When I go out of my mind I do not care how much I will hurt him. Basically, I want to hurt him as much as I can. I think it's because I feel so hurt, many times I bring out all the anger and sadness in Babi. He does not deserve to be treated like that but sometimes he does not understand what I need and that all I need is for him to be by my side ".
In another note the young girl had written:
"Yesterday we had a fight with Babi because of my hormones, I broke out on him. I shouted at him, I hit him and told him I did not want our baby. We did not talk about it at all yesterday and today we woke up well, we ate, We had a good time but in the afternoon he asked me about yesterday. I'm not well I'm very upset, obviously it would never hurt my baby. My love for this is more than anything else in the world. I'm so influenced by my hormones that Babis should know. I'm ashamed to tell him. I know he will support me but I can not tell him. I'm not well but I'm trying for my baby. I do not want him to feel that his mom does not want it and does not love it. My hormonal problems are mine. "The fact that Babis was affected does not mean that it concerns him.". Quarrels seem to have been frequent between the couple.
At 30.12.19 after another brawl, Caroline wrote:
"I had a fight with Babi today. Shortly after we ate breakfast… ..I hit him I found him and went to the office. All day he asked me what I wanted to eat. I did not eat anything. I'm lying in bed and I can not sleep I have terrible tension. "I went out on the balcony with only my blouse on and I cried that I was not well.".
A day later, in the diary he had noted: "I had a fight with Babi again. This time a lot. I hit him, cursed him and broke the door. All I wanted was for him to ask me if I was okay when I woke up. I woke up so weak and tired. I'm thinking of leaving. To go to my sister, I do not know if I can continue with Babi. I love him so much that I can not leave him and let this relationship hurt me ".
"Today I told Babi that I want to leave the house"
In another note on 3 Of July 2020, after she had given birth to little Lydia, Caroline had written that she wanted to leave the house: "Today my little one turned one month old and today is the day I told Babi that I want to leave home. I felt and I feel miserable. As soon as he left to go the paper they sent us for a little examination I started looking for houses. I found exactly what I was looking for in Chalandri. When he returned from the hospital (the baby was hospitalized at that time) he asked me if I wanted to separate. I did not answer him. After several cries and voices I told him that I was thinking before I got pregnant to leave him but then I got pregnant, so I stayed with him so that my daughter would not grow up without his two parents ".